It’s a well-known thing. We all, almost, go through a phase or some junctures that make us realize that words are no longer an option. That’s when a few of us use the Silent treatment. It’s a state of passivity that ushers out the silence I speak of. My silence screams & tears apart my senses, it anguishes my self, but what can I do? What to change it? The compassion I once had, had let me down so miserably, that I can no longer defy this silence, the silence that works like a wall for me. An impediment, saving me from things I do not want to feel. Things, that if I feel, will certainly take me to places I no longer want to go to.
They behave, as if ignorant of the fact, that I too am made out of flesh & bone. That, I too have blood running through my veins. That, I too demand empathy. That, I am not numb & not made of clay. Without remembering that even clay can be shaped again, but not me, they wound me. Once damaged, I shall be too far be gone to be saved. At this point my silence says, stay mum & let it slide. Heart says, someday they might understand. Mind says, forget it, it’s a lost cause.
I just let it slide, despite knowing of the absence of understanding. Despite knowing that this stagnation will cause a slow, yet steady deterioration of my sense, I let it slide, just so that it can repeat itself every day. Every day, my silence screams out a thousand words, I just fail to hear them.
10 thoughts on “What the silence says !”
Who is she ? Itna dard sirf kisi insan ke liye ho sakta hai. Your words are magical
No answer ?
Hi Ritika, Thanks so much for the appreciation. I really appreciate it. To answer your question I must say, it’s not what one says that matters, it’s what we tell that matter. Some things are better left unsaid & they do not necessarily mean or relate to a girl problem. right ?
I think.. No better I read on a very good blog that people should freely speak their mind.. You say that.. Why the silence ?
Yes, different situations, different outcome & different ways to handle them. What I write is about the things I observe, doesn’t necessarily mean that I am somehow involved. I do speak my mind, that’s why I write.
So you dont want to speak about it. You should.. Its a girl problem I am confident……
I am sorry, but this is not a proper forum for this discussion. I do not write to preach my personal problems. I apologize if I sound rude, I do not intend to be. It’s not a girl problem 🙂
U say n solve everyone’s problems I knoww… Like u put it… Say it out loud.. And maybe u will feel better.. Maybe u will get what u want.. Nahi ?
I don’t solve anyone’s problems. I am no one to do that. God hasn’t gifted me that much of wisdom. Though, I will all gratitude accept your appreciation & want to say my due thanks to you. 🙂
Words are no longer an option!!