Sum up my life, but don’t decide!
Its big, it’s loud, it’s like a void !!

Built it all, to last for ages!
It comes back often, When I read those pages !!

I was moved a long a time back!
unsettled, unwilling, & still a wreck!

I can’t say, what I chose was wrong!
I can still hear, that same old song !!

But, how much more ? is what I fight!
haven’t I earned it? isn’t that my right?

Why me? Why me? my soul cries!
Even serenity, comes with a price !!