I hear cheering, I hear buck up!
What if, now, I can’t even get up!!
Though, I can’t laugh anymore!
I can still chuckle!!
I try, I fail…
I can’t break that shackle!!
Caught by this souring feel!
Where nothing anymore seems real!!
I try, I fail, I can’t reach the light!
All slowly fading away, even darkness seems bright!!
Something aching, something breaking, something out of sight!!
Something I crave for, something pure and white!!!
As withers my sanity, my thoughts lose weight!
I see myself dissolving, My Composure disintegrates!!